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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

a new day ahead.

took it in the toilet. :D

desert. (mango thingy)

desert wine. (very yummy!)

pork rips. :D

abalone. :D

suckling piggy. :x

yu sheng.

jimmy! your name. XD

(got more food actually; too busy eating!) xD

hellos people!
heh.
just done chemistry test today.
got confident that i will pass kay. :D
i wana prove to teacher that i can do it! :D
hohoho. gosh.
okay, today nothing much.
pretty long day i guess.

and when i chased mon, i didn't pant. good.
:D stamina improved!
yays.

just helped that sotong print pictures. :d
hahas. xin xin xin wen!
i saw you on monday kay.
and angie too! xD
you just ran. :x
hoho, wana smack me uhhs? :d
come if you dare! :d
BLEHS! :D
rawr rawr, i think i bite you first. LOLS. :}
yay! 3 cheers for me.

kay kay, monday nothing much too.
extremely long day i must say.
hahas. studied chemistry like mad.
mad and even madder. :x

then back one more day was sunday.
:D yay! sunday went to do rice COLLECTION for c.i.p
it was very meaningful. so happy. :D
and got this old lady only know how to speack canto.
and i talked to her. O-O hahs.
she could only understand that language,
and i manage to persuade her. to donate same rice to us.
hahas. happy that the IC praised me. (:

hohoho.
then my gang go makan with miss tan.
who popped by. :D hahas.
she baked chinese new year goodies give the whole class.
UBER delicious! ;DD hoho.
then ate lunch and chat chat with teacher.
saw mr shaw too. o.o hahas.
with his kid.

then tuition, then reunion dinner!
hahas. gosh gosh.
brigitte piggy backed me. o.o
and we carried isaac.
clara was busy doing her homework.
and i say, the food was amazingly delicious. :D

well thats all. :D
hoho, gona get KFC for dinner.
i dun care! :x

i'm so happy. :D
x33 i miss alot of people right now. :D

Labels: picture perfect.

6:54 PM

Saturday, February 6, 2010

took it in the car! :D

my dinner :D

bored. so i took it during lunch.

so SHY! gosh;

xin xin xin wen hope your not jealous!
mocha ice-blend.
3-cheers for me! yay!
and i'm not scary kay.
and and i ALWAYS aim so accurate hit ur head. ;D
never online!
blehs!

photoshopped it in my i-phone. (:
nice.. ?

updated. :D

talking to mian bao chao ren now?
hahas, erm erm, like his hair. ;D
today gona do that taiwan project.
sze lian in my house alr.
just sitting oppposite me. :P
hahas.

i keep wanting to take their photo but they dun wan!
bleh. WHAT IS THIS HMS?!
i'm gona take all of you later when uu all ARRIVE..

mon, tue, wednesday nothing much.
slack everywhere. :D
but uber busy lahs. hahas.
msg you, him, her, she, and more. ;D

stupid noob hot my head so painful. :x
gosh! SMACK U.
dun be sad yeah he fly away. :x
be happy. :D
bake cookies bake cookies! :D

LOLS!

thursday. boring.
friday slack whole day. :D
that hot pot release us early. yay.
hahas.
and and.
to christine. : HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hoho.
hope you loved what we had planned for you.
and that kaya. yay!
kaya queen~~

then ltr went dinner with buddy and her.
okay i was chionging to eat.
then go drum.
quite fast the lesson.
like done chapter 8. hohoho.

i guess ltr update!
buddy is gona kill me if i continue. :x

updated. C:

hellos again.

waiting for neo xinwen to bathe!
rawrs.
okay.

so just now today..
lets see what crap i do. hmms.

hahas. after that fion rushed to my house.
wow. FLY here. hahas.
gosh gosh.
kay kays. xD
then we do taiwan project.
finally finished! yay!
3 cheers for us. :D

then went for lunch.
ate pepper lunch.
yummy.
and i was carrying fion's cello.
it was HUGE.

after lunch, ( mon waste food! )
went popular.
sze lian go first.
then me, buddy, mummy and hippo go pop. :D

then went home.
daddy go back my house take geog WB.
then i walked her home.
so many secrets. :x shhh. :D

hohoho. kays then went home.
went to pray my mum.
(:

then went to eat dinner.
uber FULL.
crab crab crab. and more man tou.
yummy. :D

hahas, then went home.
and here i am! :D

chao!

8:51 PM

Sunday, January 31, 2010

agony

"let me walk alone; cause i don't wana share the burden."

-woke up at 12.
since tuition was cancelled.
the teacher got slight fever.
gosh.
finally got to chat with at sotong ysd. (:
hahas.

mummy, hope your alright.
noob hope ur alright.
daddy, hope your alright.
grace hope your alright.

seems like everyones been uber busy.
hahas.
gotta get hamster food later.
thanks jimmy.

"hahas" is an expression made.
but to me, now.
i don't feel anything..?
not a sense of happiness or sadness.
i'm neither.
then what am i?
i'm confused, with this mix of emotions.

its stirring my thoughts.
wildly. weirdly. horribly.
am i putting up a show for everyone to watch.
or issit really just who i am.
or who i'm not.

i have no clue to my identity.
once again, i'm trapped in this feeling.
unexplainable, and undissolvable.

it seems my exsistance no longer matters.
for those surrounding me are retreating.
retreating into their thoughts as well.
leaving me out sometimes.

i understand, then whats the quote,
"thats what friends are for" for?
doesn't that come by often.

i creep into my own silence.
holding all that grief.
only allowing me, myself and i to share such burden.
and not for once,
i dared to share it,
for i'm afraid of causing harm to them.

so precious to me there are.
for they are the only ones i left.
once gone, its empty.
its that hollow feeling when you cut yourself but feel no pain.

but i'm not that silly to hurt myself.
sometimes people come to me.
to share their thoughts.
but what about mine?
will anyone pleae spare just a minute and hear.

i desire so much to scream it all out.
but crying just makes me a coward.
running away from reality.
i can cry no more.
where all doors become walls to me.
and myself in the mirror, is my opponent..

facing myself its the hardest part.
i'm just on my daily duty.
but when can i really be happy for once?..
i shall let it remain in me yeah.
only cheering myself up most of the time.
when people can't see my real feelings.
thats what i always do.
and when someone is sad, i try my best to help.
always to the max.

i wouldn't say it hurt.
but maybe i have become used to it.
it hurt till it became numb.
that feeling of love i can feel no more.
my heart is closed. locked. icified.

i'm just this hollow figure in everyone's life.
don't need to worry.
for i, am always with myself.
a moment of freedom.
for me i always had, for no one, even want to tie me down.
for they do not care.

do you reading this, know me still?..
or have i turned into a stranger after reading?..

Labels: horrible.

4:08 PM

Saturday, January 30, 2010

i love the stars.

hellos! boo!
okay this picture was taken back last year quite long. (:
i needed a picture so i used this. :D

sorry xin xin xin wen!
hahas, i was feeling horrible thats why never online.
but i'm better now. :D

talking to xinjie on yahoo nows.
hahas.
seems like one of my taiwan friend also kena.
the same disease as me. xD
stomach ach!

sososo, lets talk about what i did.
yesterday:
hmms.

school as usual.
feeling pretty terrible.
hahas, bad gastric.
passed noob her mushy photos! XD

some stuff stirring up in school.
seems like mummy got the same problem as me.
i really hope she is doing alright.
i hate seeing my friends like that.
and i can only do nothing and watch. -.-

after school slacked in class.
cleaned up the class as usual.
ALWAYS i CLEAN.
stupid guys make the class so DIRTY.
SMACK you ahhs.
i should get all the credit man. :x
hahas. xD

had CCA, and that hot pot was not here.
yay! no need pin up my hair for her to see. (:
hahas.
gosh gosh.
then then , half the time slacking in the artroom.
grace and the other sec3 s were mad bout hammy.
;X
mr pon was showing us some art books.
naked people? O_O
we were all O.O like thatt. hahas.
and the sec 3s were horny AGAIN!
ahha.

christine changed super UBER alot.
hahas, shes so open now.
compared to last time.
and she touched me. o.o
AH! my tofu eaten!
hahas. it was a accident.

then went to council room outside there to slack.
find my buddy buddy! (daddy)
do homework?
i was like playing.
hahas.
doodle here and doodle a little there.
then dad asked me if i wana eat dinner.

so i rushed back home.
wanted to flag a cab.
but no avail. :x
wth?

so i bathed and took a train down to meet up with my dad.
at clark quake!
lucky purple line. hahas.
so its like 4 stops away from my house.
dam bored.
heh.
didn't dare msg anyone. scare bother them. :x
hoho. i'm being considerate here!
then walked around in CHINA TOWN.
woots alot of people.
then i started feeling horrible. :x

so me and my dad went home.
and the car is super dirty. :P
i feel like cleaning it. o.o
haha.

then.. today:

woke up at 12.30pm.
yay! i'm such pig. xD
hahas.
at night keep waking up go toilet.
stomach still not that good. :P

then, went tuition.
koyi called me?
hahas.

then bought some groceries.
bought dinner at old airport road.
ate. check my blog.
and i'm here now. :D

well, thats all i guess.
hohoho. :D

toodles people.

watching the moon rise is better than watching the sun set.

8:24 PM