fear ! ™

SNSD - hoot MV

2010-11-07T02:29:00.003+08:00

" awesome! it's been awhile, just wanted to post this up! "

SNSD, hwaiting !
post after the exams !

come and go.

2010-10-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

" YES, I'm very crazy about SNSD right now. "
" YES, I'm in love with their comedy acts ! "
" MADLY about them! "

Finally got to blog. Results weren't pretty much all that good. But at least, i did improve in some areas. (: And now is the last lap to put in all my efforts for the final hurdle in Secondary school. Many things had come and go. People change and i guess I've change too. Friendships were broke and born. People just don't see eye to eye that often anymore. It's a pity. But i hope we still keep the memories as a part of our lives. An experience we once had. I promise i will treasure them. It's not you to blame, but i guess this is how things are for now. Hope for the better yeah.. ?

It's finally the weekends again. Going to cherish the time i have. And spend it wisely as time is of essence. So much to do and revise but just so little time. Guess my English just have to be written in old'school in my future essays.

Well, off to my beloved books and my admiration for girl's generation ! :D
& Vanessa, I'm no angry okay. Don't be dumb!

let bygones go by bygones.
time can't be stop.
or the words I've said.

post

2010-09-25T22:44:00.003+08:00

" scattered sunshine pieces on my face. "

Time, a fragmentation of life. It just keeps us on track. It's going to end in the end. One day when we officially leave the earth and maybe to be reborn into something else. But, at least for now, we can either enjoy or suffer. I find it unfair how others can have such privileges and those who are starving in the mids of a rural area. Life is to a certain extend unfair. Maybe it's a test. A test of courage that allows one to overcome the "now" culture and create something that is more acceptable and proper.

It was so different from our parent's generation and those before. What exactly has become of us. People, places, encouraging sex, drugs and booze at such a young age. Call me old fashion, but it really hurts me and those who thinks the same. Why can't we be as pure as then before. Before the pop culture, the fast food chains and the endless thread of toubles that puberty makes us face..

People make mistakes and sometimes overcome them. But some don't. I think that they should be pushed forward and let them be something they truely aspire. Maybe i should just learn to accept what it is now. But i still want to make a difference and show others that the world can be a better place. Even by starting from just a small place. A person maybe. I hope.
I really do hope, that i'm borned to be someone better than just others expecting me to do what they want. I want my own way in life. Not bounded by rules, but pure freedom.

one day.

East Coast Park.

2010-09-25T12:20:00.009+08:00

Photo talk.

" the day we flew our troubles away. "

Had an awesome day yesterday. Went on a trip to ECP to enjoy ourselves, as well as to celebrate Mon's belated birthday! :D Its was an extraordinary afternoon where we flew the kite Sze Lian brought and had a scrumptious picnic by the beach. Sushi and egg sandwiches really hit the spot! (: Thanks Sze Lian's mum for the hard work, preparing our wonderful lunch! Fion, Mon, Grace and Sze Lian roller blade-d. While i myself, cycled.

It was really hilarious, as only Grace knew how to skate. They kept falling and tumbling over. It was such a funny sight that we all laughed our head's off. :X Gosh. The day was short and the time we spend was never enough. Buddy and Christine couldn't make it yesterday. It was such a pity with the amount of fun we had! I really wish that everyday was something like that.

Got back some of my results. It wasn't all that perfect. Manage to secure only one A1. But, you know i won't give up! I will still keep on pushing myself to achieve what i really want. The prelims won't dishearten me! All that's left now its the final hurdle in Secondary school life. The big "O"s. I got to give it my best shot! Hwaiting.

Xinwen, I'm sorry i didn't got online yesterday! ): I was over exhausted by the outing and please, don't ever cut yourself. Yes, i saw your blog. My darling, i wouldn't want to see you getting hurt! :/

I wish the world would stop.
Just so i could save that moment one last time.
Candid shot. My dear.

morning madness.

2010-09-22T13:54:00.002+08:00

" I'm lost in my own world of thoughts and feelings. "

My world seems to be in a state of mess and confusion right now. On and off, those memories of having a relationship start to haunt me. My mood is really like a roller coaster now. And i really detest how much i am now! This me, this emotions and feelings. It's horrid to the point that i can't concentrate on anything. Sigh. I was never happy the moment my life plunged into puberty. I sound sarcastic. :(

Oh my, what's wrong with me? Maybe my one of the month is coming? Or probably some emotional setback. Sigh. Nevertheless, i keep dreaming of this one guy which i feel so filled around him. I never got a chance to see his face. My dreams, those are the only escape routes i have from reality.. Let again, that guy wasn't perfect, he was just an ordinary joe. He didn't have Jesus's abs or the style of some korean dude. He was normal. And i felt something. But, it's just a dream. And KIM ! WAKE UP FROM IT !

I guess my subconscious mind is just making my restless self feel more at ease. By making false dreams and false truths to cover away those thoughts. It's never gona end is it.. ?

i hope i would meet him one day.
i really do.
truthfully speaking, i'm happier if i didnt trigger anything.

boomz.

2010-09-19T05:39:00.004+08:00

" yes i love the name. "

Message : Vanessa.

Yes my dear noobish, i will take care of myself alrights! Don't worry bout me. "M" might get jealous! xD hahas. Well, i had no choice! You know i don't like to be late especially for something so important, the exam. And it was A-maths! I didn't want to do badly cause of my unpunctuality. Don't be a dumbass okay. (: Yeaps, hang outs soon, after the "bloody" exam. :X And hell'ya! I like the name. For some reason, i just do! :j

Start.

It's currently 5.41AM now. And I'm famish! I wonder what's for breakfast. :j Well, i kinda fell into slumber the moment i reached home after dinner. Had fish, and a whole lot more, at my comfy little restaurant in Bukit Timah. Currently listening to 91.3FM. (Y)

And i miss Xinwen a lot..! ): Yes, i mean a lot! Haven't really got a chance to talk her! Oh, stupid sleeping habits of mine. I will try my best to stop sleeping so much! ): Sigh, she was so shock when she first saw me in school. All wet, head to toe. HAHAS, Don't worry bout me alrights. (: I'm alright. And, am i that childish to you? :P

Time is ever so slow. How i wish everything can pass by so quickly and let all the fun come. You know, i really want to have everybody around me and dance the night away on booze and loud music. Scratch the booze; but you know what i mean. (: Everyone i knew, would spend that night having one another. It just would be awesome. 18 birthday, 2 more years.

" it was worst in the exam hall. "

Sorry, my leg. I didn't mean to get you injured. And now, you have to suffer for my sake. Pure silliness. For just raining in the rain. ): I hope you would heal soon. Amen.

the national anthem is playing right now.
I love SINGAPORE ♥ !

step to the best of my heart.

2010-09-18T16:01:00.004+08:00

" on a highway to my destination . "

Rain, like strings and strings of tears from the heavens. Wind as mad as those from the seven seas. Alrights, I'm going to cut the crap and straight on to the point! IT was raining cats and dogs yesterday, and i literally fell. Yes, i fell, twice! And luckily, no one saw me. It was so embarrassing and i looked like a totally wreck. Pathetic i would imply. :X My hair was all messy and my wound was bleeding. Thanks for those who cared for me. I really really appreciated it; AND even if it hurts now, it's nothing. So people, don't worry. (:

SHALL blog more later. i'm a little lazy.

i miss you, but i don't care.

2010-09-14T01:04:00.007+08:00

" reading my Chinese ! "

明天而考华文, 就用华语来写今天的日记吧! 咳... 又要考, 真辛苦哦.. 很旧都没动到这科目了. 希望明天的考卷不怎么难! 作文的格式都克在脑海中, 好词好句都读的差不多. 就是怕理解问答; 一个多月都没练习, 现在只能复习以前做过的. 天啊! 我快要疯了. 现在也11.12AM 了, 该睡了.

今天不怎么样. 还是以天天过去, 做同样的事情, 看到同样的情景.

Wish me all the best for my Chinese paper tomorrow folks. (:

another day, where i didn't learn how to die.

2010-09-07T23:40:00.009+08:00

" after everything, i just seem to want to fly away alone and enjoy the meaning of life."

XinWen, sorry, i tried sleeping, but i just couldn't! So, I'm doing the second thing that you would ask for, to update my blog! HAHAS. :D

Somehow, today was in a mess. Woke up pretty late, where the sun had already hung high up in the sky. The birds chirping cheerfully with the construction opposite my house still ongoing. Met that girl. Who's always late! And yes, shes late again. :x OKAY, shall not emphasize on that. Vanessa, you guessed it. :D She's bound to kill me when she sees this. Well, we hanged today. Wasn't that long, but we still managed to have some fun at the end. (: Good luck for your English tomorrow, ASS. Update photos tomorrow! LAZY ME.

My dumb buddy, with her **** saw me today. While i was taking the escalator at CSM. Small world? HAHAS, i doubt. Studying..? hmmm.. (Y)

And to my dear Pighead, AKA, Tan Mei Yee! HEHE, congratulations. Awesome huh? A hunk like him is not easy to get. Just throw away your pride, take a deep breath, pace yourself and ASK him already! That poor boy ain't going to wait forever you know. And i wonder, if the terrorist would ever read my blog to find out more about you. Well, if he sees this, i would tear him if he tried harrassing you or WORSE, touch you. Even your shoulder! >:/

What i'm about to write, it's basically my thoughts. It's long. So, It's okay if you don't read. (:

Lightnings, thunders, storms. Always been part and parcel of my life. No deny, my life has been through horrible downs. As well as happy memories and silly moments bringing the "up"s. Oh, crap, i just realised I've just got bitten by a mosquito. See, even a mosquito has a hard life. Being detest by we humans for sucking our blood. But it's their nature isn't it? Well, all i can say is that some things in life can change for the better, but for some; I can phrase it in a harsh manner that, it's naturally like that, it can't change forever. Maybe over time. Like a period of a zillion years? But, by then, i guess we're already extinct from the rims if the world. Learn to die, that's when the moment you learn how to live. Live like there's to tomorrow, and cherish what you have. Its easy to utter these words. But, in actual fact, it's never an easy task to do. "Oh god, please answer my prayer." I would sometimes say that in my heart. I don't have a specific god, but just someone almighty and wiser than all of us. I just want to let people know that sometimes, the truth is just right in front of you. It's a matter of whether you have enough courage to face it. To win, and overthrow your problems and fears. People often think their wasting time, by doing silly things, not studying, or whatever their up to. But, what I've learn in a book by Mitch, is that, people only waste time by thinking that their alone. And, in my opinion, i agree with that! I so, so, so, very much do agree! Because, even me, I'm thinking that I'm alone. But, I've change that. Every night, when i have time. I would sit at the corner of my bed, and reflect. Reflect about the day's happenings. The reasons and outcomes. My mistakes and wrong doings. People my age would not be thinking so much, from what my dad say. But it came upon me, when my teacher asked the class this specific question. "Have you ever wondered, what is your purpose on this earth? The reason why your born?" Indeed, at that point, everyone in class were stuttered by the question. But somehow, i realised, i was the only one that seemed ready and confident to answer that question. I have no idea what my future has planned for me. Even if i built it that way, i doubt it would be the exact way i want it. One reason i know why i was borned, and the purpose, is to make a difference in someones life. Small, or big, it doesn't really matter. Forgotten or lasted, I'm happy. Big things occur when we start out small. So, i guess, with each hand i held and led the way. The more meaning in life i have. Maybe, just maybe, I'm born to do something else. But for now, i know, i can already make a difference in some one's else's life. And I'm glad.

Shall end my story here. :D
Good night my loves.

Gone forever my troubles.
Let it fly free with the wind.

stunner of the night.

2010-09-06T02:30:00.004+08:00

" hot. only one word. "

Yes, it's 3am now. And i just can't fall asleep. My neck hurts to the max, and I'm just dazing of half awake. I'm how you say, caught in between both. Slumber, and consciousness. Today, currently Monday morning, wee hour, it's just pure silence. I want to have an adventure at night! GOSH! Or even it the very least, a camming session with someone who actually can cam back. Not only me showing the face. :x

The N level exams are today, and i wish all those taking it today, all the very best! especially that NOOB. Please do well, so you won't be that dumb. :x Brigitte and Xinwen has gone mad over the same drama series. "Something" Kiss. Well, maybe i should catch it too after the exams. Probably after my O's are over. It's actually 25degrees in my room, but i still feel warm. My only guess is that because i'm wearing my cardigan. I'm so bored right now.

Got a new mouse yesterday, from daddy. (: Thanks a lot! It's wireless and it's totally awesome. Comes in 3 colours! Well, so much for yesterday, had a hearty dinner at fatty wing's. I ate my heart out, after being served with such homely food. I was basically salivaring all over the table. And FINALLY, i got to cut my hair proportionately. It was very thick on the right, and now, its thinner, and i feel so happy! It's a little dry though, need find a better shampoo. :D

So much for an interesting post. :x
Good night/morning my loves.
Thanks Mr.J for accompanying me when you saw my shout out!

Did my mojo really came back?
If it did, i sure used it well this time!

music

2010-09-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

" let me share the same music as you. "

Well, life's been really a bore. And well, as a matter of fact, i should find someone soon shouldn't i .. ? I mean, c'mon, i've been single all this while, and i really do feel lonely. Seeing everyone around me living in bliss with their special someone. But on the other hand, i feel happy, just like what i have right now. Freedom. Freedom to talk to anyone one i like, regardless of a guy or a girl. Freedom, freedom to go out and have fun with anyone without getting anyone jealous and worry for it. Life's pretty much like an orange. YES, orange. Sweet and sour at the same time. ohh my my..

Been out with a noob, whos as well calling me a noob ! :p SO, DUMB i might say. An ass too. Vanessa, please go and rest your dumb eyes, and recover before your N levels! and lastly, no more ice-cream for you! :D And my dear Xinwen, i miss you! Is that alright? :x

Time sure flies, and a new journey shall begin. My heart stopped beating the day he left. But, well, i hope someone can start that old dusty engine once again. There's a funny saying, "once you leave the world; it's just known as death". Seems like its just saying, "when you feel that heart beat once to wildly again; it's known as love". HAHHAs. I'm literally talking rubbish.

I shall spend my night watching movies to numb the pain i have.

make that dream happen for me.
grant me that wish i was hopping for.
cause i don't want to lose more hope.
shall i.. ?

good luck

2010-09-01T17:19:00.004+08:00

" i dream a dream, and in it, i was the only one. "

I remember years ago, someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love, i did. And yes i did, I'm so happy being single now! Alrights, I'm just talking rubbish. Just sometimes, sometimes, some moment or so, i want someone. But at times i just so happen to be wanting to be alone!

The most embarrassing moment occurred to me again when i was buying my lunch. I was dazing or something of that sort, and i almost went up the down escalator. But luckily, no one saw me doing that silly act. Second, because of that dumb incident at first, i quickly paced up. Instead, i tripped on walking up the escalator, almost fall, but didn't. Phew! Close call i would say. Third, i thought the aunty called out to me, and i pointed to myself realising she was talking to someone else. Lastly, my butter fingers gave way when i pass two $2 notes to the cashier. Well, unlucky or is it just that i was half awake and not paying attention?! GOSH.

Paper starting tomorrow. I just have this stupid feeling to blog.

Take care my loves.

Pray for my paper to do well tomorrow.
My science practical too !

new blog skin !

2010-09-01T01:46:00.007+08:00

" awesome"

well, things have been going on pretty smooth so far, and its awesome. And yes again, I'm addicted to the word. ! It's currently Wednesday morning now, 2.09 am, and hell, I'm not that sleepy. It's the same feeling again. Tired on the outside but ain't that sleepy on the inside.

Saturday had an amazing fun-filled day at sze lian's place! Baked tarts with mummy and monnie. I was late due to tuition. But still, all in all, we had and extraordinary day, playing, laughing and teasing each other! I wished that everyday and every other day would be just like that! Totally filled just with pure happiness and joy. Our laughter engaged by one another. A little disappointed that buddy couldn't make it that day; but she had something on!

Yes, I'm still vanessa's middle girl with her boy! Two more weeks, and volah, my meal appeases me. HAHAS. gosh, she going out of the country tomorrow. Do have a safe trip my dear girl. And yes, i will hug Mr.Teddy extremely tight and will have a gulp of warm water before proceeding to SLEEP. And please add oil to your EXAMS, ASS.

XinWen, my darling girl! hehe, yes i love you more than OJ! Don't be jealous! x3
Study hard alrights; the exams are just around the corner my sister! I want my STICKY sweet too, and my hug hug hug. :D

Exams, stress, pimples. GOSH. This Thursday, starting with my weakest. Social Studies paper. I've not really started on that, but I'm going to bounce on it once i wake up tomorrow!

Lastly, as for today, i finally met PIGHEAD. Yes, she was late, and by stopping at the wrong bus stop. (Y) HAHAS. We hiked our way to Hong Wen and realised it wasn't open to visitors till 2pm! What a joke. So, headed for lunch at our usual place. Scrumptious meal and walked home!

good night my loves.

today's teacher's day.
i would love to wish all the teachers out there.
a VERY HAPPY AND MEANINGFUL TEACHER'S DAY.
AND YOU KNOW WE LOVE YOU !

awe-some !

2010-08-28T03:06:00.005+08:00

" you know, sometimes i just want to break free and run away. "

well, been pretty a lonely week for me.
dad went off to korea on wednesday.
and well his back now ! :D
so happy , .. the house sure needs more people.
but its always empty.. hmm. :?

deleted the photo of me on the blog.
as i found it kind of tacky now.
for some reason, i just ! :x

anyways, the JB video , somebody to love.
well, the back up dancer ; the girl with the red cap.
on the left dances like WOW ! totally awesome.
first, i saw her, i didnt even look at JB. (he sucks anyways, no offens. :x)
sigh! just watched a very SAD taiwanese movie.
but so, its totally awesome.
(i know i'm addicted to the word "awesome" now. hahas.

had a math test on thursday.
i'm so dead.. but at least it will pass. *cough*
and my compo from MR.STONE; got it today,
well, i got a one , 1.. which is .. (V)
AWESOME. and teacher read mine eventhough i was not in school today.
i was stunned. and it was that well writtened?!
then why do all the teachers say i'm weak in english ?!
GOSH ! prove them wrong ! luckily they are marked in england !

sigh, i'm realy craving for some food right now.
especially really delicious ones.
or the very sweet ones .
like chocolate , icecream and mango pudding.
yes, i know i'm sick, but i really can't help it ! :p
ohh well, tomorrow heading to bake some stuffs at szelian's place.
hope fion can make it. and monica juwita that toot which didnt go to school today like me. :x
yes, i'm still awake.

and its 3 am .
hahas, and yes i'm sick.
but well, i'm so much better now ! :D
thanks buddy so much !
iloveyou you and you know that ! HAHAHAS.
awesome , we had a good time chatting . (:

xinwen, don't feel sad.
its puberty i know !
i was like that ! and yes it sucks to suddenly feel lonely.
but one thing i learn from a book..
it's that people only waste time of life thinking that their alone.
which you should not !
and yes, there are so many around you yeah . (:

SRUPID VANESSA.
i didnt hit you cause of no reason ~
i have all the reason to hit you cause they are valid. (:
alrights, i'm really talking rubbish now.
anyways, thanks for cheering me up.
moody me, and VANILLA CONE is awesome.
we should always save that for the very last ! :D
and finally your sneaker problem is solved by your "ahem .. "
HEHE. :D stupid ASS.

oyasumi.
or shall i say , ohaiyoh now. :D

he confessed
but i don't want to hurt him
he seems like a nice guy
but i dont know who he is, really
hard to say and make a decision without hurting
life sucks i know
and the person i like or admire dont even know that i do ..

step up 3 awesome!

2010-08-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

" i might be famous one day . watch me . "

alrights !
just got home from watching step up 3 with that noob. (:
i must say, it was AWESOME , the dance was cheorographed extremely well.
and the last part, with the boom and lights and wow.
spectacular sight , totally awesome . :D
then headed to eat macdonalds.
chatted and laughed.
and your normal okay, satay girl.
don't get a six pack with him, or i will pretend not to know you. :x

as i was saying , wow.
i'm exhausted . today totally didn't really have much rest.
but it's alright , can cam with that piggy later ! :D
so i shall not miss this rare opportunity.

and my chinese obtained a B3.
was actually quite satisfied with it , but i'm still going to retake.
afterall, i didn't really put in a 101% at first.
so, no harm taking again.
who knows? i might just get an A2 (Y) !

and buddy, do you want me to upload your unglam photos?
hehe, well, you show mon's.
but i've got your primary school ones . HAHAS (Y)
awsome. :D

well, schools been pretty normal.
and i injured my elbow on the bus today.
that was rather pathetic. :x
and well , it still kinda hurts . ):
HAHAS

tomorrow morning tuition at 8 !
HOHO, gota wake up early and complete the homework.
composition and e-maths paper at hand.
chemistry has a tonne of homework and prelims are drawing near.
i gota get the engine pumping ! :D

dancer to be?
shall i dance the moon away ?
A2 for my chinese ! :D
STEP UP 3 is awesome ttm .

i need the mooooooon to dance

2010-08-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

" yes i will eat that . everything . "

DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT.
it's so called " my all time favourite "
those who dont really fancy it , you can skip to kelly clarksons' . :x
suddenly have this urge to blog a little . :D
i can actually hear the cheers from the stadium in my room.
probably the YOG soccer teams are up ! (:

today was rather the norm.
oh dear , i feel so excited bout the soccer thing.
i want to join in the CHEER !
i'm going to shower and head over to see the commotion !
left english comprehension, and physics paper.
i'm such a good girl today, i did the rest before hand. (:

and my dear xinwen,
shes there okay, shes ALWAYS there looking after you.
just like what i'm doing now. (:
hehe, go and have a good rest.
she might just visit you. (:
don't tear unnecessarily okay . :D

and my dear vanessa, stop worrying okay !
and no need to thank me in anyway.
i'm definitely more than a friend to you,
i'm your good friend of course ! :D
HAHAS , please do well in your exams !
i know i'm naggy but i really want to enjoy that overseas TRIP ! :x

well, ending with a full stop . (:

thank god, its done.
i want to scream so much for joy and happiness.
and i want to tear that nothing happened ! :D

picture perfect memories

2010-08-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

mon so cute last time ! HAHAS
she would to kill me if she sees this . (:

i just miss those moments ! :x

alrights.
this whole week, been rather funn ! :D
extremely fun infact ! :D
had so much time to scream and shout my lungs out after school.
and friday was my english o-level .
wow, the teachers were really RUDE.
falling asleep while i was talking .
i know you too had a tiring day , and listening to us.
but at least have some basic respect and courtesy .
if we students can endure the stress and pressure;
i'm sure you can do it twice as good as us .
afterall, your a teacher.
you make or break students.

during that time,..
awaiting for my turn.
i'm such a good friend and made everyone relieve stress.
by teling dumb jokes and sarcastic remarks ! :D
hehe. well, oral was alright.
and my chinese o-level results will be out on wednesday.
fingers cross i hope all goes well . (Y) :D

went out to watch street dance ! :D
it was awesome.
with that vanessa, !
thank god we got tickets . and the first roll !
after that, we were high.
and ate, laughed, chatted and went a little crazy.
and my heart dance is AWESOME ! (Y)
tomorrow, its gonna be alright . (:

anf pighead, if he dare touch you,
that ASSHIOLE, i'm gona kill him .
i will tear him if he stalk you . !

xin xin xin wen.
sotong
dumber
piggyfish
HAHAS

sunny side up

2010-08-10T15:19:00.002+08:00

" i love my red suspenders. (: "

alrights, its a school holiday today.
and i'm getting wasted by wasting it away !

HAHAS, i'm hungry ..
i wish i had a big bowl of noodles flown from hong kong here.
infront of me, still piping hot ..
OOOHH ~ so delicious.
or maybe the ribs from paris.. :x
so much still number one in my heart for food. ! :D
or or or the beef noodles from taiwan !?
OMGOSH, mouth watering ..

my tummy is grumbling already !
i need food . (:

fast track babe, fast track.
i need food, aka, FOOD.

birthday marathon

2010-08-09T02:34:00.002+08:00

BIRTHDAY MARATHON!

alrights, its national day currently , at the time 02.45 am ! :x
let's see, vanessa's birthday was saturday..
and my dad's birthday was yesterday..
and today it's brigitte's birthday ! WOW.

neoxinwen, sotong, stop watching drama. :x
imissyou can ?! ;p

so first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ! :D
i love you !
thanks for being there for me the past 16 years.
you've nurtured me in your arms and guide me along.
i really appreciate it so very much.
as you would be there for me, i would be there for you as well.
no other person knows me all the very well, only you.
i respect you and care for you to the very max.
thanks dad, for everything .
i know i owe you a life time ! (:

well, next its brigitte ! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
your so lucky to have your birthday same as the country.
the whole nation is going to celebrate with you !
my baby sister, i miss the moments we spend together.
and the dumb and silly things we once attempted.
time has passed quickly to see you grown so very much.
whenever you need someone i'm always here for you.
and god will protect my little sister always ! :D
lots of love yeah ! :D

well, now, the nation's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
i love my country ! :D

well, today, was pretty long..
surprisingly ..
spend the whole day with my daddy ! :D
went for lunch at a nice paranakan restaurant.
then to grandma's place.
my uncle left his dog and parrot at my aunt's.
so poor thing, the dog was blind..
but it just loves me .! HAHAS.
the parrot can sing.. like really sing, lady gaga. :d (Y)
then to park way.
bought a shirt, marvel . (Y) captain america.
and dad bought some G200 shirts for work.
bought groceries and dinner.
went home to enjoy a sumpcious feast of sushi and pork. :D

well, and vanessa, please !
i'm sorry, i shouldn;t have said what i've said to make your mind ponder.
so dumb and silly of me to blur things out ! :/
don't think too much alrights?
if you ever need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. :D
ASS, you can do it ! HWAITING !
hehe, and thankyou very much for the iphone cover !
love it to the max okay ! :D

TANMEIYEE !
i offically miss you, this pighead. :D HAHAS
hangout soon alrights? and go shopping !
and neoprints ! I MISS TAKING THEMM WITH YOU !:D

wish that piggyfish can stop watching so many dramas. (Y)

happy birthday ASS

2010-08-08T02:05:00.002+08:00

NOOBS happy BIRTHDAY YOU IDIOT ! :D
07.08.10 :D
(p.s havent save today's photos from FB)

ALRIGHTYS !
where shall i start ?
well, this whole WEEK, it was of the ordinary.
and i went high on one of the days.
with xinwen and angie.
wow, i smacked them both ! (Y)
score one for me ! :D

and friday, i went to save someone.
someone who was in need of help.
and it was that dumbass, vanessa. :D
spend the whole day at town ; orachard.
and we ran from the first zara store to the other and to another again.
just to buy her jacket.
good job, your going to pay back ! :p
took many photos, and went high ! :D

well, saturday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA TAY CHIN CHI !

i hope you have a memorable birthday and enjoyed yourself.
to the very much.
with everyone today, .. okay not really.
your prelims are really around the corner, do work hard please !
sorry for the belated present. :x
and sorry, i was being quiet all the way, i tried my best !
and i still came as you wanted me to ! :D
so, yeap.
and i just ended the dumb webcam session with you ! :p
hahas, nice one, it was fun.
and yeap, lastly, she did remember, and i'm happy for you.
dont cry no more, i'm sure theres more to it next time from her ! :D
lots of love too ! :D
asshole, takecare of yourself alrights ,
and what i want to say shall be in the card with the present ! :D

lastly, neoxinwen, sotong, dont watch so many dramas please!

it was fun. :D

a song without a name

2010-08-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

this looks nice . (Y)

well, today's been rather slackish ..
yesterday was rather angry ..
i wonder what emotions will be brought by tomorrow.

a dramatic series of events lately ..
really, when will it come to an end , like everyone is happy.
is it so hard to realise that what you have is so much more than others .. ?
oh well, thats life, its pretty unfair ..

oooohhh dear, the soupy noodles on the food channel is landing me into deep thoughts of hunger !
and "welcome to taiwan" is showing too , on channel newsasia.
woah, i really miss the times we spend there .
so perfect ; if only everyday could be just that ,
my life would be completely fulfilled . (:

tomorrow, the usual routine to school.
going to buy some sweets before heading there ..
mentos ? the coloured ones .. :x
and fruit tips for myself and a little something special for piggy. :D

my thoughts are in a mess now .
so are my feelings .
it ain't another relationship problem , nor any problem.
just that i've been having difficulties to sleep.
you know, when your so tired, and your joints start to hurt ?
and your palms get all warm and sweaty for no reason ?
yeah, it extends my exhaustion , but my eye lids won't close ! ):
feeling tired but not sleepy . thats ironic . really . :x

this post seems a little different .
maybe i should continue writting in this manner.
it seems like its for the better of my english . :D

well, off to slumber land my little tweets . (:
oyasumi .

i'm going to :

study real hard
sing a song in my head
listen to the howling of the wind
dance under the starry night

friendship.

2010-08-01T02:15:00.003+08:00

hellos .
alrights, today, whole day sleep.
fun talking on FB.
well, end of story.
full stop.

what is friends?
FRIENDS are there to pull you up in your darkest times.
they are they to sing the song you once forget.
and they are there , to trust you.
and most importantly, a friend never LEAVES or agnore another friend behind.
and what the hell ?
friends dont switch FRIENDS because they care for one another.
only those who do, are the most selfish living creatures.

what if it were you being thrown around?
how the hell do you feel huh .. ?
THINK of that, didn't your parents teach you to respect your friends?
then where has that moral flown of to ?
i'm so disappointed, .. that lack of trust.
between common friends, lets not mention about BESTFRIENDS,
cause your not even close to that, and have no right.

a true friend is a zillion times better than the total population of friends you had.
when you die down, who the hell do you think would bother bout you ?
if i could, i will punch you.
not slap, like a girly gesture, a freaking hard punch.
hope it brings you down and realisation dawns upon you of your wrong doings.
but too bad, you dont have the guts,
when i punch you, you will find a bunch of rowdy retards to get your revenge.
does it even satisfy you ?
if it thats, your nothing, no human dignity, no nothing.

and for god's sake, stop being so selfish..
cause to me, and everyone that knows the turth, ..
your just a fragile little person wanting to get more attention through the WRONG WAY.
you want friends? earn them by trust.
stop decieving them.
earn them through memories and stop being a friend stealer..
stop your pathetic little doings.
you have no right ..

cute

2010-07-31T00:48:00.003+08:00

omg, i seriously love him to the max
he is so damn BLOODY CUTE !
his name's alen, and you can find him on youtube.
as : cityincolors. (Y)

hellos mina ! (:
well, this week was rather busy..

monday not much really.. :x
tuesday was physics test !
miss lydia never give me enough time !
i left out one question till my paper is complete ! AGGGHH !
wednesday, a-maths test. I'm gona GG . (:
hehe, i know i gona fail, seriously and badly.. :x

thursday !
okay, that was like the funniest day of the week .. (:
had assembly and the taiwan presentation.
serious, almost all my photos. -.-
mon's leg keep changing, she dam nervous.
HAHAS, and alot people thought that FION was ME ! :x
and that noob and me keep talking non-stop !
HAHAS.
we also keep signal signal with that neo sotong. (:
then after school stayed back ..
in library, the best thing happened.
while doing the composition .. ( in the end didn't complete )
thenappen keep crapping with javis, me, and mon.
seriously, laugh till i cried !
literally , i cried !
thenappen was saying what he stay in water.
then what bang wall all nonsense.
dam funny ! :X
and xinxia and me keep laughing bout the oral thingy.. :X
english enrichment, complete the dumb compo .. -.-"
and i got like a high grade for my previous compo ! :D

hahas, well, then today, ..
hmm, some stuff happened.
like really happened.
and i realised that some of the people i know are..
are.. really horrid to the extend of sabotaging.
sigh, whats with the friendship nowadays?
ain't love the only battlefield?
why pulled in mr.good-old-friendship into the toll .. ?

THAT NOOB called just now.
talked like dam long.
DAM funny also.. HAHAS
seriously we shared secrets. (:
hehe, dont be sianned, and i know your asleep since your never reply my message already !
stupid pigNOOB.

and my dearest darling piggyfish is hurt ?!
what on earth happened during training ?
xin tong xin tong okay !
hehe, so for that i kinda did something.
i hope it helps to bring the horrid pain of it away.
and that knee better heal faster or i will heal it for her ! :/

2010-07-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

me and that sotong were being dumb.
AGAIN ! HAHAs.
we thought of some names.. (:
and i added some ! :D

Pigfishhy - me
Piggyfish - Xinwen
PigNOOB - Vanessa
Pigwook - Brigitte
Pigmon - Monica
Pigball - Angie
Pigmoo - Amanda
Pigbon - Yvonne
Pigon - Fion
Pighead - (originated ) Mei yee

har har.. :D

pathetic !

2010-07-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

i love the drummer !
the whole band damn cool ! :D
SCANDAL ! V(^^)V

hellos !
well, today , seriously , whole day slacked. o.o!
hahas.
i woke up at like 12 plus in the noon ! ;p
ate my so called "breakfast".
then watched television.
after that i napped till 3.15 pm
then i showered.

met noob at interchange !
wth, shes late as usual . dam pathetic ! :D
HAHAS, and shes with her lemon head now !
we went to study..
ended up talking like 3/4 of the time.
so dumb can ! she forgot my chinese name and msged that sotong.
hahas. !
so funny, the 3 of us messaging each other . :D

after that went to orchard HK cafe ate dinner.
and i even ate her share.. -.-
seriously , i'm like a PIGG !
gosh .. like i'm hungry again now !
must be the anti-biotics .. :p
well, i'm talking to that neo sotong now !
she ask me to update .. :D

and koyi's hair is hawt . :D

stalker.

2010-07-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to miss lydia ! :D

hellos everyone ! :D
lets see what i did for this week .. :D
well, thats the class photo firstly,
i'm on the extreme left with the white specs ! :x

wednesday i was sick..
my eyes was swollen. like gold fish.
and vanessa cam to accompany me see doctor ! :D
so touching.. hahas.
she shared her problems and i listened as well.
i hope for now, i just want her to be happy and smile.
tomorrow probably meeting her to study at sky garden. :D
that wednesday, after doctors, went to mac.
then went to my place and watch horror ..
room 1408, not bad .. hahas. :D
last long you idiot . (:

met buddy at night to study. (:
and ate and shared a long heart to heart cover.

thursday i was at home again.
i didn't really do much.
i don't really know whats going on with me lately.
sigh, its like im angry almost all the time. !
gosh..

today finally !
went to school ... hahas
and it was miss lydia's birthday.
seriously, we were like gonna surprise her..
and she pulled the board up ! where we drew the " HAPPY BIRTHDAY "
and so, EPIC failed, she fouund out.
and i keep acting blur . hahas.
she even say : " oh oh, okay , i pretend i never see . "
and she was like smiling all the way !

play until damm damm high.
and at the end , they all suaning me to quickly pack.
left me, fion, stickman, mon, von and lian and miss lydia.
suan ! :x

well.. nothing much.
just that i miss neoxinwen! HAHAS
see that ?!
i miss you kayy ! its like so long never really talked to you.
and i hope you take that advice on what she said to you.
pretty important..
and she knows whats shes saying .. hahas.

the homework is like piling up everyday of the week..
and the korean drama and TV,
the actress looks like the one in " your beautiful " :B

off to bed now, i need my rest for my eyes ! :D
oyasumi. x3

ba la ba ba ba, i'm lov'in it !

2010-07-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

yeah i know, we ARE JUST that bored. hahas. !

alrights, i'm really craving for MAC now.
after blogging, i'm going to get mac, AND EAT. :D
i'm becoming more and more like a pig now.
i need to watch what i eat ! HAHAS.

monday geog test and the LONG geog homework submission.
wah, so much to do.
and tomorrow meeting my aunt.
shes back from japan and touring her friend in singapore.
her husband in middle east for business trip.
her life, really full of things ! :x

well, today i woke up early.
like normal school time, and went to school.
HAHAS. to support my school'd team in some humanties competition.
went to dunman high, school is like huge.
really huge and grand; and its brand new !
argh, our school. hahas.
didn't win, but was an eyeopener from the other schools.
so went home, and sleep . :D

and then, ate dinner while watching G.I JOE.
sweet, good show yoh ! :D
HAHAs, and then bathed and now i'm like here !
HELLOS :D

i miss you, but i don't know.

2010-07-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

BEAST ! x3

HELLOS !
i LOVE BEAST ! omg.
i don't know, hahas, i love the leader !
so cool eh ! (:
WEEE ~

alrights, for some reason, i;m high !
i'm not exactly myself right now.
i'm in such a good mood.
maybe because of the roti prata i ate like an hour ago? ;p
hoho, school is the same, ..
just occurred some problems.

had chemistry and physics test this week. :D
chem was a little on the bad side. :x
but physics was pretty alright. (:
prom, should i go or should i not go?
sigh, thats the problem..
my friends don't wana go, so whats the point of me going alone.
and buddy has her own clique.
so, i will left alone evetually.
and its like 7.30 pm to 10 pm..
sigh.
mon and fion also caught up in the situation.
lets solve it soonn.. ):
its making my heart sooo heavy. !

xinwen, your dead..
smack my leg hor.. ?
HEH, i've got something planned up.
ESPECIALLY for you.
ONLY you... MUAHAHAHA. (:
smile.
i hope that little sacrifice i made..
helped a little in a way. (:
slowly..

and that SATAY GIRL,
if your reading this, your tattoo is FAKE!
and you grab my hand/wrist today, its red. D:
you wont scratch me will you? D:

well, tomorrow going to school again.
supporting my friends for the humanities challenge!
i hope we will win some high ranking position.
all the other 4 schools are like elitte. :x

and i'm feeling this sense, or that tinge.
to actually study. (:
i hope it will last, because i have been paying attention lately.
hahas, and, my english..
i feel that theres a major improvement.
even my comprehension, i understand i know what they asking.
like finally ! :D

well, i shall end my story here. (:
oyasumi desu.
i love the world.

to be someone you are.

2010-07-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

" coloured. "

xinwen :

whats life without making mistakes right..? (:
if you don't do and try things, nothing in your life will happen.
and make you a stronger person learning from them.
whats life without a little risk..?
having it, excites you and pushes you on.
you know, it's hard to see things on the bright side.
i agree with that, because i tried doing that.
after some time, your will tend to realise that theres so much more to it then
what meets the eye.
you might see things from a different way, ..
but when your realise how important it is, you will learn to be happy.
really happy.

its not my first time saying things to you,
to encourage you, and strenghten your character.
but seeing you like that, struggling on with life.
i really don't know how to express my thoughts and feelings.
i feel sad, that your like that,
but at the same time, happy, as its a life experience;
where once it happens, you won't forget.
your only 14 ! theres more to life, then anything.

i see my shadow behind you.
i understand how you relate and feel.
because i too, was once in your shoes.
if i can be able to overcome it, i feel that
and i know that your stronger than me which your able to overcome it.
you have felt the lost before,
for i didn't even get to see her face clearly.
which makes you a stronger person,
you just haven't realise that only.
well, everything takes time right.. ?
hahas, its not like its magic that one knows everything
like i've said before, no one is perfect,
even god, i'm sure he has his weakness.
everyone does. (:
i'm sure that important person won't want to see you like that.
i'm sure that not only me,
she too wants you to be strong and happy.
i'm sure that shes like me in pain seeing you like that.
even of it hard and sometimes hurt,
you can always do it for her. (:
i'm sure shes there, always, taking care of you.
whenever and where ever.

i know i'm not at your side 24-7 to know whats going on.
but i know, my phone is always beside me.
whenever your in aid or need someone to talk to or cry.
you can always always look for me.
i know it sounds dumb, and a little akward saying all this,
but i'm very sure, that i love you. (as a sibling, dont think too much oh !)
i only hope that happiness dawns upon you,
and your family and those around you.

life has so much more to offer,
no pain no gain right? (:
afterall, everyone has its ups and downs.
clearing the difficult obstacles are the tasks set for us.
somehow its like a game.
but , i know your a strong girl and that you can do
WHATEVER it takes.
its easier said than done.
but, i want to let you know that your never alone.
even this silly long message puts up a smile on your face.
just that very second, it still counts that you feel.
making it happen for a hundred or even a million, zillion times;
its worth it. just fixing a puzzle, every little step forward.
i hate graduation !

well, you know that i know that you know what i'm talking about.
neosotong.

be yourself day !

2010-07-09T14:25:00.003+08:00

2009 taiwan group (:

miss yue ! eugene extra . :x

NOOB ! :D

2010 4E1 ! :D

hellos mina ,
gona have a short post ..
not feeling that well. *cough*
and i'm still addicted to the song : dynamite .

well, yesterday was be yourself day . :D
the whole class dressed in checkered boyfriend Ts.
so colourful, and i was sick.
buddy borrowed my black converse.
the previous previous night, collected the white ties at 10.30pm
next day which is be yourself day had to go school early.
carried the whole lot of clothes to school . :D

we got a chance to meet the taiwan principle again !
ru xiao zhang . :D
wo men hui hui dao taiwan de !

changed, whole day super funn !
i wish everyday was like that . :D
saw 2N1 , so colourful . :D
that sotong in PURPLE AGAIN.
hoped to win, but lost to E2. its alright.
at least we bonded as a class. (:
took some photos and had lunch at TPY central.
buddy, mon, christine shared 2 plates of hokkien mee . -.-
i wonder how they are full.
and grace just drank soya bean. -.-
went back school for the english enrichment.
feeling terirble.
and then went home .. :c

so, today, hmm..
nothing much .. that STUPID NOOB !
didnt come to school , and i know why now;
WTH ! I'M SO WORRIED OKAY !
even if i might not seem so. i'm dam bloody worried !
if it really happens your so dead ! ):
ARGH ! rest well, you toot head.
stupid blink blink queen.

argh, i gota seriously bulk up.
like really ..
its easier said than done .. :/

off to bed and into my paradise land,
in this mid hot afternoon.

piggish !

2010-07-04T23:33:00.002+08:00

" piggish ! "

alrights, shall have a short post for today.
outing was cancelled due to some things.
gosh, i'm really sorry. ):

well, i slept at like 5 am while watching the T.V
i was on the sofa again.
somehow, lying there always put me to sleep.
as i was dozing off, i woke up at 8.
changed tuition timing to 5 pm..
went back to sleep.

didn't do much the whole day.
i was in my dream land the whole time.
dozing off soon each minute.
i think i'm suffering from sleep disorder. :/
argh, besides that..
done my tasks and assignments.
left the chmeistry e-learning and my english to complete.
and the geography 2009 paper.

argh, tomorrow meeting pigghead to catch eclipse.
well, thats all for today !
will blog when i have the time again ! :D
pigfish, please recover soon. ):

" the only thing i fear most, is that you will forget our day.
our moment that we met.
i miss your presence since the day you held my hand . "

candid shots for 03.07.10 :D

2010-07-04T03:28:00.005+08:00

CURIOUSITY KILLS THE CAT !
your lucky i didn't upload the unglam shots . :x

poke poke poke POKE

2010-07-04T02:56:00.004+08:00

" love is somewhat pointless in my life now.
i want to wait for the right person first . "

boo ! its like 2.58 am now.
i just kinda so called ate finish my dinner.
left some satay which i'm about to eat soon.
hahas, i'm such a pig ! :D
channel 5 is showing some really weird show.
tomorrow going to the hospital to visit someone. :x
weird how he ended up in hospital .. :p

alrights ! today today .
which is saturday , 03 july 10 '
morning woke up at 9.30 and prepare . :D
bathed ate some breakfast and daddy fetched me.
it was raining cats and dogs.
uber uber heavy ..
but now, its like super cooling ! :D

went to that sotong house !
HAD FUN ! OMG LAH !
she keep bullying me !
first , at the computer.
talking to cindy , .. so BAD of you neoxinwen!
finally help you to get some stuff done.
laughed and chatted.
5 plus, went to coffee shop eat . :D
nice (Y)
then, went to tpy .. popular .
we were like in there for an hour. :x
time passes sooo fast when your having fun ! :p
she keep tickling me !
at the bus stand also .
poke poke poke POKE !
in school you die ! :p
LALALA !

you this neo fishpig,
hope your hip is doing alright.
and have a speedy recovery.
see you like that also xin tong ! :/

then i went home.
i kinda slept, paiseh nvr reply some people.
woke up and ate dinner. :D

lifes been a bore lately.'
the first week of school is really making me go mad.
i hope for the better in the upcoming weeks.
gambetei ! :D

well, thats all for today !
oyasumi desu .

dynamite

2010-07-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

" HAHAHAS ! DUMB BUDDY ! "

gosh, ..
today, hahas, was fun ! :D
went with buddy to citysquare to eat and study.
chatted and ate lunch for like very long.
i ate some ramen..
and it sucks ! IT'S JUST MAGGI tomyam? :d
and it costs like $4? gosh..
i thought it was nice, NOT.

then finally studied. :D
hahas, i finished my chemistry.
i was easily distracted by the rain.
so, in the end, i ened up drawing random pictures.
in both her handbook and mine. HAHAs. :D
then i bluff her like twice.
nice one seriously, can't stop laughing.
she believed me when i said there was a cat behind her.
she FREAKED out. priceless.
and the "beatty teacher" in the foodcourt.
lalalah !
then slacked ate icecream and laughed ! (:

HAD FUNN ! :D

well, tomorrow i'm going somewhere.
*wink wink*
hahas, neo sotong !
is your hip better? gosh, please takecare!
i'm not like next door you know!
so, must take more more good cares. (:
hoho, and duh ! OF COURSE I CARE.
i find myself very chong ai you okay ! :x

stupid vanessa NOOB.
hope your smiling brighter today.. (:

hahas, and i can't believe that fion loh wen yee.
so dumb ! that mother of mine, ..
another believer of my dumb jokes. :D

SIGH, what a long week to go ! D:

freedom.

2010-07-02T04:25:00.003+08:00

" i love to be alone, when i need to be alone. "

hellos mi-na . :D
i think i shall change the colour of my words.
its getting a little dull.
i need more colour in my life.
my blog's really dead.
i should update more often ! (:

hmms, let's see..
i had mother tongue o-level today. :D
it went well, and i'm happy its over.
just hope for the result to be what i want it to be. (:

going on a date with pigghead on monday.
DUH ! to catch eclipse.
next date, breaking down !
and lets watch harry potter together too ! :D
hahas.

neo sotong,
you this pigfish. (:
see i update for you okay ! :D
hahas, don't be sad.
even if the whole world treated you unfairly;
i promise i won't.
i also treat you the best i can okay ! :D
hahas, smile alright.
some things are just meant to be..
so be strong girl, thats the person i'm hoping to see.
catch you REAL soon. (:
*wink wink* (:

ehhh, you this vanessa NOOB.
hahas, i guess it wasn't that long.
hmm, well , duh !
i've been there for you and will always be.
so, i 24 hour on phone for you okay ! :D
i will off my silent mode for you also. :p
see ! i'm so good.
and the peaut butter toast. :d
hahas, and free huggs ! need one can ring me up ! :D
( don't take it the wrong way ) :x
and why milo ?!
but okay, i want my ice cream.
and i'm craving for baked stuff.
arsehole. :D

lalala, whole day.
i only ate a mouthful of that TOOAST.
chicken pie.
and no more.
i'm like under nourishing myself.
LOLS, i need eat more healthier food(s) ! :D
tomorrow, alrights, actually today..
e-learning, and chiong my homework.
i need to get more on task !
O-level ARGGHH ! :/

finally, i'm so called "free" again.
being single is still the best i find.
it's like not trapped.
it doesn't contants you in a box.
i wanna fly free like a bird and explore life.
i'm still too young for that.
even so, i'm happy with what i have now. :D

well, of to my anime.
K-ON! episode 13. :x
oyasumi desu..
smile more.
be happy , if overcomes everything.

stay away

2010-06-25T23:14:00.004+08:00

i just found this photo.
omg, it brings back many memories..
AJ pulling me into the water.
abi trying to get me in .
mon looking blur at something ! :D

hellos mina,
alrights, i'm using my main comp to update.
been a long time since i use it too. :D
so so much memories i share with this computer ! (:

and congrats to that NOOBish vanessa.
last long okays, and be happy . :D
would not i will smack you hard ! (:

yes yes, pigghead, i miss you too ! :D
HAHAS, stab him for me will yeah?
he just makes me creep out ..
and reeks of disgust. :/
sorry to say that, but i kinda hate you.
no offens..
you say you would die without me.
and i doubt you will.
so go ahead and be my guest.
stop pestering me, would not i will file a police report.
your way too over on your actions.
give me a break..

again, the school vacations are coming to an end.
nevertheless, the boredom starts all over again. :d
HAHAs.
haven't really done my homework. :)
hahas, i'm dead.

the timetable for the new term is like. :/
not sooo nice.
but the lessons end earlier. :D
thats good to hear. (:

ARGH..
i miss my old self.

the truth hurts

2010-06-18T17:20:00.002+08:00

YAWNS !
i just woke up from my nap.
i had an extremely erotic dream.
my cousins were all there..
and suddenly someone came and hug me?
some celebrity. o.o
yes, i'm still surprise and SHOCK.

UPDATE later.
thought of some stuffs.
not much of a mood to continue.
sigh.

you're beautiful

2010-06-15T11:51:00.002+08:00

" it was imaginery at first .. not now .. "

hellos mi-na !
alrights, i just got back from tuition.
made some new friends again ! :D
HAHAS, it was funn !
and the teacher made me embarrassed ! D:
he snatch my book, and i snatched back.
but in the end i did a good job answering . :B

NEO SOTONG ! go rest go rest !
your going genting tomorrow !
musn't be sick ! the wheather is terrible.
drink more water and eat properly ! :}
PIGLET nows.. have fun!
and take more photos to show me !

and buddy, i'm alright.
vanessa where you flew to? IDIOT !

alrights, yesterday went out with pighead.
as promised ..
went to plaza sing, to catch karate kid.
but tickets were all sold out. ):
so, we watched nanny mcphee instead.
it was nice ! :D
hahahas, i was getting excited about it.
and as usual, we shared our little secrets. (:
6 came and we went for dinner.
ate beef noodles, and now i'm addicted to them.
even ate it for my supper, but different stall. :D

on and on, the days bore me to death.
and i havant even started the homework yet.
i'm awaiting for my shopping spree/day to come !
QUICK i SCREAM!

back to my korean drama. (:

2010 FIFA world cup

2010-06-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

" SCREAMMMM its the world cup the guys are going crazy "

hellos, everyone !
hahas, finally i'm better.
this morning, i was in a terrible state.
tuition was literally a torture for me. ):
gosh, my flu has gotten worst.
but i'm gona be a good girl now and quickly recover. :D

well, yesterday, went out with buddy.
went for lunch at CSM and slacked till 4 plus.
she complained to go home to study.. :d
i hope shes really alright.
i said some harsh things yesterday to wake her up.
buddy, i believe you can do it ! (:
RAWRS.

alrights, i don't know wheres vanessa.. o.o
shes totally MIA from my life. omg.
i need find her ! alot things to share !
and shes going m'sia again?! ARGH !
sigh.. ! WHERE ARE YOU NOOB? D:

gosh, today was a long and tiring day.
the whole day i could only rest and sleep.
basically, no energy at all.
and my dad subscribe to the world cup which the guys..
the guys are going gaga over it like mad.
the facebook walls are all filled with it. :x
and korea BEAT greece, 2-0.
omg, i can't believe it !
greece had the top 5 positions of winning !
but i guess they made the wrong assumptions. :X

ARGH!
monday, date with pig head?
opps, i need to postpone tuition again. :X
i hope i quickly get my homework done with ! (:
and i can study.

gosh, that neo sotong and that BKJY ! ;p
hahas, good friends ..
nice nice, a beginning of a new friendship. :D
hahas, cool cool, ryeowook fans both. :D

i'm going mad with Go Mi Nam ! :D
so cute that character ! :D

well, oyasumi.

why are guys always like that?
i'm sick of it.
i'm really getting a little sick of that ..
i'm trying my best to break that barrier.
but why are you not giving me time?
instead your just forcing me.
i'm really confused now.
i don't want to hurt you, but..
i'm scared.
why must you bring that undying past back again?
IDIOT.

2010-06-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

medication . ):

hellos mi-na ! :D
i'm really sick. but recovered. (:
fever highest was around 37.8 the other day.
but it dropped, due to me hopping it would recover soon. :D

now, haiving the running nose and a little cough still.
kinda hard for me.
i need to get back on my studying tracks now. (:
hahahs.
xinwen's bill BURST !
nice one. thats why your SOTONG, not squid. ;d
hahas.
shall up date later or tomorrow.
difficult ! :x

magic

2010-06-08T11:59:00.002+08:00

my new specs. (:

i got it like in a day. o.o

new books. :D

AHHHA AHA! xinwen!
jealous ?~
la la laa ~ :D

heyyyo mi-na !
i'm going to cook my lunch soon. :D
finally i'm on my comp.
i've been sleeping like a pig . :x
sorry sotong ! ):
i keep sleeping ! AHHS !

alrights. didn't do much since the last day i blogged.
buddy came yesterday ! :D
we cooked spaghetti together :D
nice one.
alrights, i was cooking, she was just looking . :D
hahas.
in the end, she liked it !
i hope mon is jealous ! :D
i have good cooking skills eh ~ (:

so, later on had a call from my dad that my specs are done.
so, headed down to parkway.
had a long heart to heart talk with buddy.
and collected my specs !
went home.
i fell asleep . -.-

and here i am ! x3

holidays ! are here !

2010-06-05T22:31:00.003+08:00

today at popular book store .
soooo nice .

my hair seems brown ! :D

yvonne my buddy , SHY .

hello. mi-na ! :D
wow! school holidays are here ! okay, a week has passed. ;p
hahas, school everyday and its tiring !
first and last week, school every day !
the teachers are all desperate ! :x
and the pile of homework.. WOW ! :D
i'm going to be a good girl this holiday and study !

alrights, so tuesday to thursday !
all school , and hanged out at mon's house.
super mad about the ps3 shooting game !
I OWNED ALL ! MUAHAHA ! :D
and that arshole vanessa is back from genting.
she didnt rot , interesting !

neoxinwen !
i miss you ! D:CRAP
i wana go see show ! HAHAS
buddy is the dumbest, ..

yesterday, met suniang.
with kah bo, and mon.
4 of us, where mummy when MIA. o.o
went to the beach to cycle.
extremely hot !
then go to city hall, ate , ..
go off play bb and badminton with mon and sze lian.
i was uber tired.
msged some people . (:

then today, had tuition.
went on study date with bbuddy and christine !
shi buddy, i DON'T KNOW wheres the dam sky garden!
make me walk rounds and rounds to find it !
ate subway for lunch.
and went walking around, with buddy.
had pasta for dinner and headed back home ! :D

arhhs ~ this holiday seems more like a torture for all the sec 4s.
really need to cherish this time i study.
but i want to play too ! ):

oyasumi ! x3

your love ain't my drug

2010-05-31T16:08:00.003+08:00

" capture that moon.
i want it. (: "

" what are you looking at ? "
iphone madness. i love the red too !

hellos, mi-na !
just got back home not long..
hmms, i'm really deep in thoughts.
i don't know to say yes or no.
cause it will affect greatly not only on me but many others.

put that aside !
today just ended my mother tongue O-level paper.
its went pretty well actually. (:
hahas, i hope i pass with FLYING COLOURS. :D

and buddy, you read my blog.
regularly eh.. HOHOHO.
i shall blog about you then. :D
too bad ! and its not bad stuff, its good stuffs.
anyways, you also got no bad stuffs. HAHAs.
buddy, i miss you ~ ! today didn't see you!
HAHs, no inspiration leh ~
thats why i failed english the other time! o.o
nice one.

today did some stupid survey? o.o
crap, really crap. waste my time.
hahas. i'm so bad.
and xinwen is MIA, i think shes sleeping.
HAHAS i hope vanessa rot in genting. :D
i miss pighead ! i'm gona call her later !
crap, i miss alot people now !
i wish can just stand one line then i hug them ALL ! :D

hahas, well.
off to don't know where now.
i shall end my story with a full stop here . :D

updated !

2010-05-29T23:14:00.003+08:00

" bang i go. "

hellos mi-na!
someone ask me to update.
shes STALKING ME uh. ;D hahas
so here i am updating !

didn't study like i said i would.
so, hahas.
in the end, went to parkway to buy school shoes!
HAHAs. ate ice-cream again !
durain flavour. :D YUMMY
i found a pair of specs i like, and really suits me!
i'm so gona go back there to buy it. :D
its black and cool .:D

well, so walked around in park way.
then went to buy dinner.
went home!
and realised fridge was spoilt.
so, my daddy went to buy new one!
AND NOW! i have a new fridge . :D

well, bathed and go find someone. (:
then now with that NEO SOTONG on cam. xD
so dumb, dont know how fix her iphone.
congras congrats ! :D

oyasumi desu.
have a safe trip vanessa ! for tml . :D

i'm hungry again.

2010-05-29T10:09:00.003+08:00

" i'm always hungry. "
" feed me if you dare ! "

hellos. mi-na. (:
a lot of things had happened the pass few days.
and i'm hungry again !
the tele has been showing an aray of food shows.
since i woke up, all i can see and hear is food ! D:

plans for today, ..
going to go for lunch with my dad for bak kut tay.
then moving on to see grandma.
my cousin of to america. o.o WOW.
then probably off to buy my school shoes. (:
it has a hole in it, and its torn and tattered. :d
again, home, study ! :D

yesterday that vanessa came over :x
i wasnt feeling so right in the morning.
someone got me really worried. :X
LUCKY! i have wonderful people around me to comfort me.
thankyou NEO SOTONG and vanessa :D

so, picked her up at MRT.
went to get some stuffs for her cookie.
then proceeded on to bake them (:
while baking. went to the roof. o.o
and on comp, ..
talked laughed crapped. :D
the usual :D

then went for dinner with my dad after she left.
at at fatty wing. :D
YUMMY ! thinking of it now makes me wana drool.
then went home.
and for some reason.
i got sooooo tired. i totally knocked out. ):
sorry..
tonight i promise ! (:
really feel bad abandon you for two nights. :/
xinwen, promise. :)

well, update tonight again (:

OMG ! HAHAS

2010-05-27T21:22:00.005+08:00

morning face , going buy breakfast last last tuesday.

last time that farmer, now that MON ALSO!
whack me, so pain !

hahas, all so shy ! (:
taken last last tuesday (:

hellos mi-na !
its been a long time since i blog!
hahas, been kinda packed lately.
and lazy me of course. (:
RAWRS.

results back, yes results!
i did improve yes i did ! HAHAHAs.
but i failed combined humans and english.
really, OMG. bad, i need improve!
and i have been neglecting my maths ! NO!
must add more oil seriously !
crapp really, CRAP !

last week, hm, after their physics paper.
we slacked at city square . (:
and last sunday watched shrek 4 with pigghead !
WOW, had an amazing time.
then then , NEOXINWEN LIKES TO BULLY ME NOW!
SCREAMMMMMMS ! ARGH !
shes so bad ! bully me always. hahahs!
she got iphone we can message free actually.
so you know that ?~ hahas.

and lately, i had been eating alot.
stuffing alot of food and not gaining weight.
WOW, every girls dream. hahas.
yesterday, pasta and pepper lunch and ice-cream.
all at one go.
today, super large portion fish and chips with spagetti.
done cleanly by me and i'm hungry now!
and i passed that sotong's house ! :D

well, holiday is PACKED.
tomorrow probably meeting that noob vanessa. (:
she wants to bake some stuffs, ..
before that go walk walk !

holidays, first week.
31 may, chinese paper 1 and 2 o-level.
tue, wed, thur, LESSONS.
8.00 to 1.30.

second week, everyday ! from 9 to 11.
chinese tuition, oral for o-level.
but hey, im free in the noon ~
so ring me up ! i'm bored ! hahas.

last week of holiday, same.
mon to fri 8.00 to 1.30, lesson.
then 3.00 - 5.30 chinese tuition.
wow, i'm AMAZING. hahas ! nice one.
and also, most importantly.
go and help the neo SOTONG fix her iphone. hahas.
hope she dont screw it up before i come. (: HAHAs.

and lastly, must study study and catch up.
ALOT. alot and alot.
and hahas, twin LOLS, duno what to say to you . :x

rawrs.
friends. problems.
i agree, but to and extend, i cant take it anymore. ):
sigh. just let things the way it is.

oyasumi desu . (: ♥

rain

2010-05-18T00:06:00.003+08:00

" totally have to agree with that . "

hellos, mi-na!
again, i have rejected someone.
i'm really sorry, but thats just the way i am. D:
its just hard for me to face reality now..
so just leave me alone in my dreamworld.
until i can really wake up from that deep slumber.

A-maths 2 was GREAT ! hahas.
nice one. i'm so glad the mid terms are finally over ! :D
a rest at stake is still waiting for my pressence! :D
gosh, i've really pulled my strings out for this mid terms.
i want it to go well, and i know it will ! (:
hoorays for me! :D

and yes, the almighty me, is hungry again.
that toot head vanessa, shes making me woryr again.
sigh, i hope its just stops, and once and for all let her be happy!
life's unfair, so we gotta make it fair and square with what we got!

hahas, just talked on the phone.
with that sotong.
broke our record. its now 1hr 45 mins.
nice one. hahas, chatted alot of things.
shes going genting! :x
argh, means im alone ! HAHAS
not to worry, i got me myself and I . :D

well, holidays gota really study.
and now preparation for the chinese o-levels.
i CAN DO IT !

well, i'm off to my la la land. :D

oyasumi desu.
and i just realised, almost all the songs.
has the word "DJ" in it.
sweet. :D

headphone!

2010-05-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

hellos ! mi-na!
alrights, i thought i was going to bed.
but, i didn't. something told me to wake up.
and guess what? i can't sleep now.
i'm wide AWAKE. and hungry . :/
crappppppps!

alrights, today woke up super late.
msged twin (: and that toot vanessa asked me for lunch.
she went home instead. :x
hahas. hang out ! i'm getting bored.
and o-level chinese to clinching closer and closer too. :D
i will read chinese EVERYDAY.
i hope i can .. NO! i can!

HAHAS.
after tuition, went to novena to get my hair cut.
sweet, same length still but layered it more.
it was getting thick. and the aunty regconise me!
hahas, i went there the last time was like a few moths back.
walked around to wait for dinner time.

and then went to fork and spoon at the korean mall.
ate nasi padang.
for the first time eating alone, i didnt felt lonely.
i just felt that i was me. :D
i felt happy. whats wrong with me?!

then went home.
that SOTONG msg me. :D
so i entertained her :D hahas.
she was attending a wedding dinner.
and alot dumb things happened! SO AGREE THE NAME SUITS YOU!
hahas.
nice one girl.

paiseh buddy today can't pei you study!
maybe today! which is sunday wee hours of the morning. :D

well, i BOUGHT my head phones.
omgosh. $38!
and the popular aunty so cute. call me baby. :D
hahas, LOLS, she dam funny!

went home.
called that toot pighead. :D

slept and now i'm here !

bring it on. (: i'm ready. :D

2010-05-15T01:26:00.003+08:00

can you see?! the scratch that farmer inflicted on me?!
EVIL I SAY! PAINFUL. got scar. o.o

and crazy i dont envy your hair.
but you chopped it off. o.o
i'm getting mine tomorrow!

i look promoting. directly under the board.

potential farmer to be. (:
agreed?
AGREED.

HELLOS everyone.
it's been awhile i posted.
exams exams equals to more stress. :x

and yes, all the papers when smoothly. :D
i'm so happy. it was a breeze.
i think i got my charm back too. :D
more guys. :/ (irritating) and studies momentum :D

lets recap.
back back last week.
met that noob, on saturday.
at HK cafe again? LIKE everytime go there. :D
hahas, and we talked craps as usual.
and laughed.
and she lived up to her name as blinkkblinkk QUEEN.
with her specs . :D
NICE ONE.
and she has a new nickname.
FARMER. NONG FU.
nice rights? so match her personality. (:
( HAHA NOOB, too bad.)

then exams.
i thought i might just die.
but, BUT, i did it. something i just had in me.
pushed pushed pushed myself off limits.
and yes, it produced amazing results. (:
2N1 ! you better do well.
especially that NEOXINWEN.
i whack your head. must get A1!

left with A-maths 2 and i'm done.
lady luck bring me the impossible. (:

and! lets anounce.
i got a TWIN! LOLS
K square. hahas.
weird. hmms. his a toot. (:
HAHAS. i agree.

surprising, quite a number of primary school friends,
don't really regconise me. wow. :D
cool, did i change that much? :D
some even say i'm a different person.
gosh.

friendship stuffs on my side seems pleasently fine.
but others.. gosh, only makes me worry.
worrying alot.
i'm afraid if i might to go one day, what will happen? :/
be strong people.
i'm here to support you . all the way ! :D

alrights. i shall not waste your time reading my post.
neoxinwen. bring that smile up your face.
or i will bring it for you. (:

vanessa, don't worry.
i'm sure they wil lunderstand.
just spend more time with them.
a good friendship dont come by easily.
cherish it while you can. (:

oyasumi-desu. :D

i think i still miss him. :x

HAHAS.

bloggesh.

2010-05-08T00:39:00.005+08:00

" you are not alone (: "

" i hope this can act as a little inspiration for the both of you. "
- toot brains (: neoxinwen & vanessatay.achi

hellos, alrights.
english and chinese paper had passed.
don't dwell on it too much. (:

lets recap. back back back.
ahha!
that day went to sotong's house in tpy.
i walked. with my iphone map in hand. (:
SUPER HOT. hahas, and luckily i found it . (Y)

we studied and played. :x
hahas, more like i tutor her then myself studying.
so she made me EAT DINNER at her place.
the food was homely.
its been awhile since i felt like that.
hahas, thankyou for that moment, i felt really happy. (:

BUT! i dropped the fishball. -.-
okay, i embarassed myself. AHHH! pathetic.
her parents were there too.
and she burst out in laughter? :/ BAD.
next time come my place.
i treat you to a full course WESTERN dinner. (:
hahas, i'm good don't see me small! AHHA.

alrights.
some stuffs have happened.
especially that JWJH. okays,..
i know you know, can already. (: hahs.
and the two ang-mo people i met, ..
WOW too. (: hahas.
okay thats really dumb (:

well, on thursday grouped study in library with mr goh.
and today with miss lydia.
LAUGH LIKE MAD CAN. HAHAS!
miss lydia was dam cute! hahas, she laughed along with us.
in the library we all dam high. :x

alrights. (:
oyasumi desu.
gambetei for the other papers people.

exams are on the dot.

2010-05-05T14:18:00.003+08:00

hellos! mi-na!
yes, stomach growling.

SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER AND

SCIENCE PRACTICAL.

ACED IT BABY ! (:

bye ! :3

mid years. ):

2010-05-02T23:43:00.003+08:00

" NOOB LAH YOU!
not feeling okay must share!
thats what friends are for BODOH!
how many times must i tell you huh?! "

" alrights! we had FUN! "

hellos. mi-na.
alrights.
i tried resisting not to blog.
but i can't help it, so i shall post a little. :D hahs.

hanged out with that NOOB this few days. (:
went to study with the other dumber today! :D
we had much fun! :D

update more again when exams are over.
bye people!

and pigghead! OUR DATE!

monday blues

2010-04-26T17:01:00.005+08:00

" finally got a shot in my school uniform. " :D

hellos, mi-na. :D
alrights.
i think is might be the last post before exam. :D
need to really study hard. :D
add oil add oil!

and a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to HAZEL!
hahs, yes, i bashed you 16 times. but i can't wait for round 2!

alrights, nothing much happened todayy. :D
except that i waved at sotong and angie this morning. :]
and saw noob at interchange after school.

school was normal i suppose.
bought new pen with mon and ah lian.
ate lunch with ah lian.
and this funny ITE guy asked for my number on the bus home. -.-
OF COURSE i didn't give. :D
hahas.

well, today during library period;
told buddy what happened.
had a LONG heart to heart talk.
and all of them thought i was REALLY DUMB for what i did.
okays, shouldn't say that much on it.
just leave it as it is, i guess.
the damage done, can't be undone.
healed, yes, scar, yes.

that dumbass seemed to have heard what i said.
he seemed pissed. he wasn't happy.
and i regretted. i think, i'm just gona stay by liking him. (:
i guess, nothing can change only him hahahs.
as long as his happy so am i .
i wouldn't ask for more.

alrights, about yesterday! :D
morning was helping daddy to pack the cupbboards.
bought lunch and chatted.
ate and napped and studied while.
then went of to find vanessa. :D

alrights, so, huiting and jeron was there too.
we were smuggling drinks? xD
LOLS. so funny. and dumb.

then went of to meet junda.
watched movie with that noob and junda.
" BOUNTY HUNTER " rocks. two thumbs up. :D
hahas. really funny, we were laughing like mad.

alrights, so, we had fun. :D
and went to HK cafe to eat supper. (:
and SOMEONE spit bread. :D ...
i wouldn't say who. would not i will die. :D
hahas.

so, that vanessa kept BULLYING ME!
even hug me at escalator. so dangerous lah! D:
sooooo height. drop down can die okay! :x
bully bully bully bully. !
you die in school! AH.
hoho. xD

then chionged home.
some stuffs happened.

then no more. :D

alrights, shall end with a full stop here.
continue my train of thought on studies. (:

with love, my dear.

a lesson learnt.

2010-04-25T02:29:00.004+08:00

" my bao bei. xD "
zhong ci and me gone crazy over it.

one of my favourite pictures! :D

power CLIP! :D

i was just bored. :D

hellos , mi-na!
alrights.
many things happened today.
both good and bad.

i'm really disappointed in him.
i thought he was different from other guys.
turn out, his not that mush different.
why must all of them lie? ..
is it that hard to tell the truth? ..
sighs.

anyways.
after what happened after tuition.
( sorry ah fang! pang seh you! D: )
when to find that noobish noobest vanessa. :D
hahas.

she was with huiting and jeron?
yeah, i think i got his name correct.
hahas..
she was drinking some lime thing again. -.-
SICK STILL DRINK, BODOH LAH U!
hahas, so we discussed, talked and laughed.

jeron and that noob say i was very fierce? LOL
i'm not okay. i'm protective. xD hahas.
headed to cathey to buy tickets with the two lovebirds.
while me ans vanessa walking behind.

then me and that noob headed back to plaza sing.
to collect my iphone.
some stuffs happened.
made me really disappointed and saddened.
pathetic alrights.

so, i accompanied that noob! HAHAS
till her work ended. like quite long.
and we talked alot of stupid jokes.
she bought new flats! :D nice one.
then we walked and talked, after her work.

thanks for cheering me up.
but in the end. both of us, were happy i hope. (:
hahas.
sorry pang seh you, had tuition at 8.30.
tomorrroooooowwwww meet again! :D
MOVIE! :D

alrights, so after tuition.
i had a WONDERFUL CHAT with my dearest sotong
hahs.
after so so so so so so long i can say ? :X
hahas.
i miss her so much lahs! :D ( no more 85% its 100% )!
la la la la~~

talked bout problems. and thanks for cheering me up!
this stupid jie dumb wan.. xD hahas
then we cammed awhile (:
so much fun!
took some photos.
and i love the one with 6 pins. xD
and her mum released gas, from both entrances. :x
sshhhh, i shouldn't say that. :x

alrights, then we TALKED. xD
discussed about T-shirt?
cool, i will design a very NICE one. :D
then she embarrassed herself.
she went out of the room. with the 6 clips. :DD
YAY! HAHAS!
then the uncle was like "o.o"
hahas, now shes in bed. sleeping like this. zzZZzz (:

hahas, GOOD NIGHT MY DARLING! :D

i'm so dumb. (:

oyasumi desu singapore. (:
i shall end my story here for today. :D

"oh, and as for the mocha,
it is my BAO BEI. xD
the aunty forced me to buy cause it was on offer for 2.
but i couldn't finish it.. hahas.
so, i put in school and my bag.
i even advertise that its free on the white board. :D
hahas, its like destiny that this mocha and me is to be. (: "

will history repeat itself?

2010-04-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

yogurt with oreo. (:

buddies for life! :D

and yes, its my PAPAYA. :D

hellos.
everyone. ; mi-na.
shall post for today.
someone is not happy right now.
got smile.

again, i'm feeling very confused.
this time.
someone appeared again.
and its sincere, i can feel it.
i'm sorry i can't answer.

alrights.
not really at the best of mood.
but i'm alright;
hahas.
vanessa is sick. so didn't find her today.
shall pay her a visit tomorrow since she visited me.
when i was sick and needed someone.

well, school as usual.
i was shouting a lot of nonsense in his pressence.
seriously, he seems to be lifeless? o.o
i don't care anymore.
i got more problems up my sleeve. :d

gosh, had S.P.A after school.
miss lydia went through the assessment.
wish me luck in my exams people.

then went home and had dinner with my dad.
really ate alot.
and i'm really full.
while msging, noob, buddy, sotong and kor.

then, went to city square to meet buddy.
got back at 10.
took some photos. (:
but she doesn't want to be in them .. :x
hahas.
another time buddy.
talked and chatted a lot of personal stuffs and craps.
as usual. :D

guess thats all folks.
oyasumi. (:
shall update more tomorrow. :D

one two and 3!

2010-04-22T17:58:00.003+08:00

" i just find this picture very warming.
and it reminds me of the pass too. (: "

hello! mi-na!

alrights, shall post today.
since i ask that vanessa to update her dead blog.
i should do my part too. :D
hahas.

hmms, alrights.
i met someone new yesterday night.
interesting. hahas.
shall not elaborate on that. :D
hahas.

hms, today's geog test i thought i was gona die.
but in the end.
somehow, just i had this glimmer of hope.
and i met it. XD hahas. very surprisingly.

gosh, finally get to talk to xinwen face to face .
after so long. okay..
it wasn'nt that long, like a week?
but still, i miss her! HAHAs.
and i want to see her fringe. :D

i gave the copper star i made to that noob.
takecare of it! very precious that thing! :D
so nice kay! :D
meet you tomorrow! :D
see, i so good. accompany you. (:
ahhas!

now, i'm addicted to the word "pathetic".
no idea why. :S heheh.

buddy is sick.
her throat is really bad, where she was absent from school today.
i hope you get well soon buddy!
give you a big hug tomorrow in school! :D
yays! :D

well, having tuition later.
and its raining again.
so nice. and cooling. loving it! :d

& I HAVE TO EAT MORE PAPAYA! AHHA.

i shall end with a full stop here.
good evening singapore! :D

my dear boy, i'm trying. but it might not work.
till we meet again in school! HAH.

i'm happy.

2010-04-21T18:25:00.002+08:00

a made the star from copper wire. (:
today made it. nice? :D
my D.I.Y creation. ahha.

xinwen! i made it for you. (:
because .. i don'y know really. xD
hahas.

okay, i was just bored. so i made a pair. :x

noob and her chicken chop! :D

i look dumb in the photo.

hellos!
mi-na!
i'm definitely feeling much much more better compared to satuarday and sunday.
AHHA!
thank you!

especially, xinwen;sotong for being so understanding.
and wrote me an e-mail. :x
shh, cannot say what is it about. xD

vanessa tay a-chi for accompanying me on sunday.
and pigghead and buddy for caring so much!
and mr.teddy of course! :D for being my huggy! :D

I LOVE YOU ALLS. x333!

alrights.
lets wind back a little in time. (:

on sunday, went out with nooob.
met her at around 2 plus. (:
shes working again. xD
so we went to HK cafe for lunch. (:
talked alot of nonsense and craps.
shared our problems.
and laughed. (:
hahas.

then proceeded to accompany her till she ended work.
got guy ask her number. -.-
but we just smiled at each other.
okays, that dam retarded. xD
hahas.
then we're just that random.
caught the movie " DATE NIGHT"
laughed our lungs out! and touching as well. (:

then went home.
while sending that noob to meet TR at orchard.

back to school.
nothing much happened.
but when MONICA came back.
it really broke the ice today.
between daddy and mummy, (:
i'm so happy.
one big happy family again; HAH.

although didn't do well in e-maths. D:
haish. gota bulk up girl! :D
tomorrow having geog test! JIAYOUS MAN! :D

well, i guess thats all.
i shall end with a fullstop here.
good evening singapore! :D

"xinwen! thankyou so very much for the email.
it is really very encouraging and inspiring.
hahas, please don;t be sad for me.
i'm that dumb. so don't alrights. (:
hahas, and i'm so sorry for making you worry so much bout me.
and again, thank you for caring for me. ALOT.
yes, i will smile. only for you. :D "

" vanessa! thanks alot too!
for having to hear me out.
and cheering each other up. hahas. (:
i did had lots of fun.
and i hope you did too. :D
jiayous girl!:B "

i tried not noticing.
but i just can't help it!
you just appear infront of me every single minute.
everyday.
and every second!

today, you just kept being infront of my pressense.
why are you doing this to me?
do you know its killing me!?
its tangling my heart strings boy! :c

maybe crying does help. just a little.

2010-04-17T21:52:00.001+08:00

" people comfort you by telling you to stop crying.
but maybe crying is the best solution to overcome somethings. "

hellos.
mi-na!

not really in a mood right now.
hahas.
but if i'm being friendly to you now.
your really lucky, not to have caught me in my anger.

well, kind of sleepy now. :X
hahas.
must be yesterday's night.
i was crying again, hugging mr teddy.
crying softly, where no one can hear me.
i only stopped when i peaked out of the window to realise the sun was already up.
and then i slept soundly on the sofa till noon.

gosh, today didn't have much activities going on.
had the usual tuition.
and the it was puring heavily.
went onward to pray my mum. (:
that was the only peaceful moment i got.
that feeling of calmness. :x
i just hoped that it lasted longer.

well, went to parkway and ate at jade.
with my daddy of course. (L)
hahas.
bought seaseme ice-cream and went back home.
now, here blogging on how pathetic i am. -.-
forgive me.
i just think too lowly of myself.
and i know its pathetic.

monday oral. :x
gosh.
i shall end with a full stop here.
oyasumi desu. :\

i'm back, baby!

2010-04-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

" i just love this domo picture. (: "

hellos!
mi-na! :D
i'm back.
last post was on wednesday.

i shall start on that. hahas.
well, that noob actually did came and visit me!
i'm really touched by it.
and i kept saying " thanks for coming . "
it really made me feel alot alot better. (:
warm too. :D

finally, my present from you! :D
hahas, i fell in love with mr. teddy (:
i will treasure it and take good care of it.
don't need be so shy lah!
HAHAHA. i shall read the letter infront of you next time. (:
thanks a bunch girl . x3!

made a new friend.
a senior in our school.
named junda. :D hey. nice to meet you.
so, we watched PHOBIA 2.
and someone very SCARED. and pretend that shes not. :x
then, we slacked in my room on comp.
chatted and walked them to the bus stop. :D

and xinwen. your message seems like magic.
everytime when i recieve it,
it just makes me smile. :D
and my troubles are all blown away.

and buddy, thanks for your concerns.
your uber cute okay!
remember to keep that in mind.
BUDDY BUDDY ROCKS!
stupid buddy. :D

alrights.
everything was normal.
had two tests.
maths and chemistry.
i'm worried for my maths. :x

and the situation in school is getting tenser.
god..
well, today had AA, had fun. :D
but the long talks were uber boring.

well, in school.
that dumbass still remains staring at me at times.
noticed it alot of times. :c
i really don't know what to do bout that.
it's making me very confused and faustrated!
argh!

and as for friendship.
mummy is really drifting away from us.
she doesn't even talk to us.
even if we were trying to agnore her.
not a single approach!
all she got is that gan-ma.
i see him i want to volmit blood.
i really wish i can K.O him on the spot. !
GOSH! HIS A PAIN IN THE ASS.
HIS THE CAUSE OF IT ALL.
DAM HIM!

ah~ waiting for someone online. (:
and she msged me constantly throughout this week.
touched. first time.
as she hardly replies anyone. :D
hahas.

oyasumi.
off to manga world! :D

i'm calling in sick.

2010-04-13T11:40:00.005+08:00

at the doctor's waiting for my medicine. D:

my MC.

slight fever. D:

hello mi-na!
your wondering why i'm at home at such a time?
well, i'm calling in sick! D:
someone must have passed is to me.

had sore throat at first, then followed by my flu, running nouse and cough!
how torturest is that?! :X
gosh, i really need some rest. so heres a short post. :D

will blog more when i'm better! :D
love my little peeps. :D
and vanessa visiting me later? o.o

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( sunday's family gathering. )

alrights.
hellos. :D
had lunch at cousin's place.
to celebrate my grandfather's birthday.
wow, he sure is old.

my dad bought durain.
and they looked like cavemen trying to open it apart.
hahas, the durain was really good. :D
sweet and sweeter! haha.
the durain puff equally delish! (:
hahs.

then went on to grabe some groceries at coldstorage.
and headed back home.
didn't notice i fell sick! D:

thats all.
end with a full stop. :D

i have seen that your a real flirt.
so i decided to forget about you completely and move on with my life.
and i'm gona open up to new guys!
since you don't know that i had been waiting that time.
but well, i'm moving on and forgetting that 5% i have for you!

good luck and good ridiance.

i feel different when your not here. not my ex.

2010-04-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

i feel different.
i feel a little in pain and lonely.
and sometimes neglected.
maybe i'm just too used to be being with you.
so i gotta tell myself and not be so selfish.
but its alright. :]

i will always have myself to rely on. (:

band concert.

2010-04-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

hellos!
mi-na!
just got back from the band's concert!
a big big success! :D
woots! and yes our band even though its a guest band.
it sounder a lot a lot better than the other school. :D

my sore throat is developing into a cough.
omgosh. :x
bad bad bad. and i even ate ice-cream just now.

okay, so had tuition.
woke up VERY late. :x
went to tuition.

then went home.
quickly bathed and changed.
met vanessa at her house.
toot, very long didn't go out with her already!
sadded! :x
then went to tpy centre.
met AJ's bro and passed him the tickets i got from vanessa.

went lavender and met PIGHEAD!
FINALLY so long.
we finally met up. :D
present present, june we go shop! :D

alrights.
went to concert.
FUN, and a lot beattyian afterall. all at the very back. :B

meiyee was throughout with me. :D
thanks girl for accompanying me. :D
and xinwen msged me farm? o.o
i was confuse then. hahas.

then MRT-ed back.
to bugis.
had an extremely fun day with pighead. :D
so long. girl! :x
alrights. then we ate sushi from cold storage.
laughed, chatted, and talked some serious matters.
walked around.
bought ice-cream, yummy!
and cream puff. :D
hahas.

then dad came and pick me and her up to go home.
and now i'm here. :D

and K-ON! season 2 is out! YAY!
episode 1 was so addcitive for me already! :D

oyasumi desu.

sore throat.

2010-04-09T22:37:00.005+08:00

grace and me done this. :D

xinwen! hah! i know how to write your name.
wrote too fast .. should be : 雯

okays, we are really being retards and bored. :D

hellos, mi-na!
alrights, this few days nothing much really.
lessons went on as usual.

but let me add on.
i was INFESTED by a swam of flying ANTS in my house.
i freaked out totally.
there were ZILLIONS of them.
literally ZILLIONS.
so, i bathed in the dark. -.-
and when i opened the window in my room.
for only a while..
A HUGE GA ZUA FLEW INTO MY ROOM.
i panicked.
and in the end.
i slept in the study room, once again. :D

watching a really cool documentry on OKTO nows.
it really is very touching, and interesting.
i feel so lucky watching it now.

alrights, and my sore throat is killing me.
it burns whenever i swollow. :x
gosh.
and vanessa, i'm alrights now, don't worry.
and thanks jerome for listening out for me. :D

neoxinwen.
hey, don't be so sad.
i know going through puberty is hard.
but jiayous alright.
and your back really starts to worry me more.
i'm so gonna bring you to a doctor one of these days.
BAD. gosh, and really gotta thank you for listening to me.
ALOT. somehow youo made me smile. :d
so dumb of me. :D
i want you to fight fight fight!
if i can do it, so can you girl. (:
remember, i'm here to listen to you too.
don't hesitate to talk to me. i'm sure i can cheer you up. (:
afterall, i'm a great advicer! :D

really tired and beat this few days.
and the heat is really unbearable.
the scorhing sun shining down.
so difficult to concentrate in class, dear me. :p
making everyone annoyed easily and irritated by small things.

i feel really very weird right now.
i'm confused.
yet, i feel happy and sad.
my feelings are mixed.
when mon told me you constantly kept looking at me.
i didn't care that much.
but when i slowly notice it myself,
i started feeling mixed.
but somehow it still feels a little empty without you.
have i really forgotten you?
or am i just numbing myself from the pain?
i can no longer really know how i feel.
i don't feel for other guys at all.
i thought there was something wrong with me.
but instead, my heart beat once again,
when she mentioned you looking at me.
am i thinking too much?
i thought all along i'm not ready to have a relationship again,
till i'm older.
but somehow, that theory seems wrong.
it seems that i havan't let you go fully.

you agnore me in school. and don't really dare interact with me.
or issit true that you still have something deep down for me..?

yet today, or almost every other friday..
you would stay back a little while.
even the whole population of guys had left.
accept 2 or 3, you still stayed behind.
why.. ?
but whenever it is another day, your the first few to leave the class.
is it because i showed my pressence longer ?
and that you want to make sure i'm okay..?
is this love really forbidden..
i don't know. but what ever we when through,
i'm not the old me anymore.
i'm not that selfish.
and i know how to handle a good relationship.
i won't say i understand you fully.
cause a friend once told me that most of it are lies.
and i don't fully disagree.

"will i say yes to you again?"
(it hurts still.. sometimes..)
sometimes, i think too much, that i drown myself in tears.
not physically but mentally.
i know everyone is selfish,
but, don't go overboard and make me think the wrong way.
it really is suffocating my thoughts.
please.

chior concert.

2010-04-06T22:16:00.005+08:00

" shy! gosh, first time neoxinwen.
called me darling in msg.
my whole face was bright red!
even monica even ask me what happened.
bad bad bad and badder!
make me so embarassed. :x hahas.
shocked, stunned, YES.
warm inside, 101% yes. (":
hahas. "

hellos!
gona post short today too.
really uber tired.
just got home from buddy's concert. :D

it was really nice.
and the primary school kiddies performancing were really cute!
buddy danced! yay!
and me and mon, kept laughing non stop.
and buddy was trying her very best to hold her laughter,
when she looked at me. :D
hahas.

end of show, she KEEP whacking me like mad.
and that toot head vanessa forget my present again! BAD.
and half way throughout the show i was blushing! :x
you know i'm talking about who. bad. :x

and buddy forbid me to post the video about her.
i wonder.. she never reads my blog.
maybe i got a chance. wakakaka. :DDD

school was the same.
nothing much. :D
finally done the selection of class Ts! :D

oyasumi desu. :33
nights my loves.

and today with one of my favourite songs of all times. :D

monday blues

2010-04-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

hellos!
mi-na!

vanessa just made my day with her news. (:
"... and yes, i'm still worried about you noob.
there are still other things! :x
remember that promise,
and don't worry, i will push you all the way!
gomei, sunday couldn't make it. D:
looking forward to more fun outings.
just to cheer you up! :D "

i just gota blog, my fingers are ichy. :D
heheh.
shall do a short post for today.
as i'm tired too.
and koyi, if your reading this, i'm not in a pub.
april fools! :D

morning, passed angie the pictures.
and K.O! yosh! strike! hit xinwen! :D
she cover butt and head, so i whack back. :D
wonder if she saw the "k" on my bag.
oh dear, i just remembered your back is injured! D:
hope it didn't hurt that much. :C

lessons as usual.
went home.
and thats all for today. :D
and my SS ? i have gotten 11/12! :D
yay, a new hope of success.

and tomorrow going to buddy's choir concert. :D

1, 2, 4 ?!

2010-04-03T23:58:00.008+08:00

i might look dumb in the photo,
but i finally got a shot with her! :D
she says shes shy asking me. xD hahas.
so cute her expression then! gosh!

nice shot! :D

boo! :D
hellos.
mi-na! alrights.
today had alot of fun. :D
hahas, and i thought it was gonna be akward.
but in awhile, seemed to be okay. (:

hahas, someone complained my blog too LONG.
hahas, alrights, i shall shorten it.
i think your not the first to tell me.
i shall post longer now. xD
because she ask me why so short! :X
i shall write many many. :X

hm, alrights.
met angie at mrt at 10.30.
she couldn't spot me, and i was early! HAHAS
then mrt-ed down to xinwen's place in yishun. (:
were talking about some issues.
and i was complaining a hell lot of hot pot.

reached yishun!
met xinwen at the mrt entrance and went to her place. :D
while walking they thought i emo. o.o
i wasn't.
hahas i'm like that when i'm shy. :x and don't know what to say.

helped them in their art.
and yes, we talked alot of craps.
i was guiding them with the shading.
hahas. and the dance show on TV was like wth? hahas.
some not bad but some like erm.. hahas gayish. XD

angie was doing my homework. :x
and xinwen's merlion transformed! YAY!
and she hit me! ToT so mean right?!
hahas, then they were hooked on the computer.
i found out two new secrets. wakaka.

then went to xinwen's grand dad's place to eat.
walked and chatted. hahas.
i almost slipped!
those slippers of mine!
mum super friendly.
xinwen keep suaning me and angie! D:
keep feeding us with the food.
make me want to cough. xD
the food was nice. :D
steamboat remember invite me!

alrights.
then went to orchard in train.
chatted and talk more CRAP.
hahas,
met yuzane.
shes sick. xD
hahas, went to food court.
and saw 2 gay! :D yay!
we keep laughing at his action.
seriously very, girly. can't stand it. but no offens please.

talked laughed, chatted.
keep taking photo.
and the girl opposite me keep steeping on my slippers . BAD
and played truth or dare. :D
i love how yuzhen must kiss the tall skinny cat. xD
hahas! and we never to the forfeit in the end!

then angie went off.
those two came my house.
and they were like can't stand the smell. o.o

went to city square to buy their dinner.
watch "xia dao xiao" :D
super funny and dumb.
while they eat i was laying on the bed. :x
hahas.

then took even more photos.
and yes, yuzane is addicted to the mirror and my sun glasses.
so is that neo xin wen!
and finally got to take the dumb and dumber photo! :D
then later xinwen dad came and took them home. :D

over all had and extremely fun day.
and i fell asleep straight after they left. :x

and that vanessa still worries me. gosh.
hahas.
i shall end here! :D

oyasumi.

"xinwen! you go and hit me today. o.o
violence exposing..
scary! hahas.
hope you had fun today as much as i did. :D
i'm dumb. :D
hoho, looking forward to more fun outings ! "

down with cold. :D

2010-04-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

4E1 forever & ever. :D

i just like the star. maybe i should get a tattoo on that. :D

i like this picture too. :D

inspire by my blog song. :D

hellos.
everyone!
mi-na! hahas.
i'm having flu. D:
but after i ate medicine, i'm better now. :D
hahas.

today was a pretty tiring and long day.
and today is also the day where our EX-COs step down.
yahoo! i can bully buddy every morning during assembly now. :D
wakaka.

i wonder when is it time for me to step down?
hmms, i will definitely miss the moments.
but not this year and last year's.
when mr quek was in-charge and all the seniors were here.
i miss them so much!
so carefree!
gosh.

hahas, alrights.
today that vanessa go cruise? o.o
LOLS, better get me a nice gift! :D

today had lessons as usual.
but had chinese enrichment classes too.
i think my chinese is improving. :D
muaha, well, the composition i wrote seemed more ..
more, how do you say,..
like in depth than what i usually write. :x
hahas.

satuarday gona hang out with xin wen and angie the FIRST TIME.
and gosh, i am nervous.
for don't know what reason. :d
gosh, gona help them in their art. :x
venture: xinwen's house. :D
time: 11am ++ ?

gosh.
alrights.
i'm actually repeating my blog song over and over again.
i've just fallen in love with it. (:

so, as i was saying, had class decoration.
and that "guai lan" teacher came and say go out. -.-
i was dam pissed.
i even talk back to him.
nicely, purposely trying to contradict his words.
he was nagging and nagging.
dam.. -o-

well, went to interchange with sze lian, jia yan and jerome.
ate dinner with jerome at macdonalds.
we were chatting some stupid stuff.
hahas.
and gossiping. :x omgosh.
so bad of me. :x hahs.
he accompany back home.

and i slept for like 4 hours?!
woke up, did my tuition homework.
and it was postponed to tomorrow night instead.

gosh, i guess thats all today.
i'm so dumb. (:
i know.
hahas.

oyasumi.
american idol percentage of boredom is raising.
dear me.